Post by Bindy Trent on Feb 14, 2017 5:11:09 GMT -5
Bindy wasn’t happy with her latest performance. Yeah, she tried, but trying hadn’t been good enough and for one of these rare times that actually kind of hurt. She knew eventually she’d get over it, but for now it was a scab that was still healing, in spite of her occasionally being unable to stop from picking it. If she planned on moving on, then now was likely the time to start doing so.
There was another match ahead of her, and an opponent who had no interest in taking it easy on Miss Trent. The little lady needed to put up, or shut up, and the ladder wasn’t an option. So she came to the good people of AWE today in video format, as often, recorded on her phone.
In the process of tending to some of her home grown carrots, and other vegetables she tried to cultivate, and often killed through her poor green thumb on the small covered back porch of her home, she finally reappeared after the first AWE super show. She stopped watering a plant in a small clay pot to look at the camera. Thoughtlessly she rubbed an itch on her chin with her thumb, which smeared dirt on her face she was and would remain unaware of for the rest of the video.
»BINDY«
Benny Stevens did what I couldn’t at Executive Action. He was able to step into the ring with a multitude of opponents and at the end of it, he unquestionably won. Am I jealous of that? Heck yeah I am! Winning the ladder match would have meant a lot to me, and it would have been a good opportunity for Thirteen to take hold of AWE, bringing it into a new era. But that didn’t happen.
Still, I’m happy for Dare because if it wasn’t me than I’m glad it was him and I’m going to give Kassandrah the benefit of the doubt when it comes to her leadership. She doesn’t seem mean, or malicious, or crazy so already she’s more fit to lead the AWE than some of the others were. But I’m going to be kicking myself for a while over that match, which sucks, because I don’t really like fixating on failures and constantly agonizing over what-ifs. This one’s going to eat at me though, regardless.
And Benny doesn’t have to walk into the next show with all that hanging over his head, lucky dog. He gets to ride in on a wave of victory, which I should say congratulations over. I’m totes jelly, but that doesn’t mean the man doesn’t deserve his respects. He put in the work and it paid off, trying to deny or belittle that would just make me a liar. And while Bindy Trent has a lot of labels, liar isn't one of them, which is no mistake.
Because I like to feel in the time since I’ve come to AWE I’ve earned a bit of trust. I’ve made an effort to be as honest and genuine a person as possible, and that’s because I want people to know when I say something, I mean it. And this week I’m saying this; I’m coming to that ring with something to prove.
I don’t have anything personal against Benny. The two of us haven’t had enough interaction to have ill will or anything like that. Really, the fact that he spends a good bit of time hanging around Hubert Smalls actually puts him in a good light in my eyes. Hubert is a great guy, and anyone who’s befriending him can’t be as bad as their gun toting Executive Action promos may want us to believe.
But I need to make this match mean something, if not for the people out there that actually like watching me perform then at the very least for myself. My first match with Dare reached heights that I wasn’t aware I could here in AWE, and now I feel like I’m stuck chasing after that same high. So Sunday, for my own well being I need to get in that ring and wrestle my my ass off. I thought I was going to do just that at Executive Action, but I didn’t and I have to live with that, but I refuse to not learn from it.
I don’t want to make that same mistake two shows in a row, and though it very well may happen, I’m not heading into this match already accepting that as the outcome. So Benny, I know sometimes I get a wrap as being a bit of a … I don’t know? I guess an in over my head sort of type. Just a goofy lady wrestler out here to have fun, which isn’t totally accurate I suppose, but that’s not all there is to me.
I’m a woman who loves the bajeezes out of this business. Wrestling has come before so many other things in my life, it’s almost kind of stupid. THAT is why most of the time I can take my losses in stride and move on, because regardless of who won at least I was doing something that means the world to me. That’s passion, and sometimes I feel like when I run on that passion, raw, and unfiltered, there’s nothing that can stop me.
Even you, the VCO. I’m sure you live up to that nickname plenty Benny, but while you’re the Vaj Crushing Overlord, you just ran into the VTCBC. The Vaj That Can’t Be Crushed. And when a VCO meets a VTCBC, I imagine it’s a lot like when an unstoppable force meets an immovable object. Which one will break first? I won’t for a second believe that it’s going to be me, that’s all.
Attention returning to the tending of her garden, for now she felt she had said just enough to get her opponent’s attention, but not enough to give away her hand. Making it the perfect place to leave off for now.
There was another match ahead of her, and an opponent who had no interest in taking it easy on Miss Trent. The little lady needed to put up, or shut up, and the ladder wasn’t an option. So she came to the good people of AWE today in video format, as often, recorded on her phone.
In the process of tending to some of her home grown carrots, and other vegetables she tried to cultivate, and often killed through her poor green thumb on the small covered back porch of her home, she finally reappeared after the first AWE super show. She stopped watering a plant in a small clay pot to look at the camera. Thoughtlessly she rubbed an itch on her chin with her thumb, which smeared dirt on her face she was and would remain unaware of for the rest of the video.
»BINDY«
Benny Stevens did what I couldn’t at Executive Action. He was able to step into the ring with a multitude of opponents and at the end of it, he unquestionably won. Am I jealous of that? Heck yeah I am! Winning the ladder match would have meant a lot to me, and it would have been a good opportunity for Thirteen to take hold of AWE, bringing it into a new era. But that didn’t happen.
Still, I’m happy for Dare because if it wasn’t me than I’m glad it was him and I’m going to give Kassandrah the benefit of the doubt when it comes to her leadership. She doesn’t seem mean, or malicious, or crazy so already she’s more fit to lead the AWE than some of the others were. But I’m going to be kicking myself for a while over that match, which sucks, because I don’t really like fixating on failures and constantly agonizing over what-ifs. This one’s going to eat at me though, regardless.
And Benny doesn’t have to walk into the next show with all that hanging over his head, lucky dog. He gets to ride in on a wave of victory, which I should say congratulations over. I’m totes jelly, but that doesn’t mean the man doesn’t deserve his respects. He put in the work and it paid off, trying to deny or belittle that would just make me a liar. And while Bindy Trent has a lot of labels, liar isn't one of them, which is no mistake.
Because I like to feel in the time since I’ve come to AWE I’ve earned a bit of trust. I’ve made an effort to be as honest and genuine a person as possible, and that’s because I want people to know when I say something, I mean it. And this week I’m saying this; I’m coming to that ring with something to prove.
I don’t have anything personal against Benny. The two of us haven’t had enough interaction to have ill will or anything like that. Really, the fact that he spends a good bit of time hanging around Hubert Smalls actually puts him in a good light in my eyes. Hubert is a great guy, and anyone who’s befriending him can’t be as bad as their gun toting Executive Action promos may want us to believe.
But I need to make this match mean something, if not for the people out there that actually like watching me perform then at the very least for myself. My first match with Dare reached heights that I wasn’t aware I could here in AWE, and now I feel like I’m stuck chasing after that same high. So Sunday, for my own well being I need to get in that ring and wrestle my my ass off. I thought I was going to do just that at Executive Action, but I didn’t and I have to live with that, but I refuse to not learn from it.
I don’t want to make that same mistake two shows in a row, and though it very well may happen, I’m not heading into this match already accepting that as the outcome. So Benny, I know sometimes I get a wrap as being a bit of a … I don’t know? I guess an in over my head sort of type. Just a goofy lady wrestler out here to have fun, which isn’t totally accurate I suppose, but that’s not all there is to me.
I’m a woman who loves the bajeezes out of this business. Wrestling has come before so many other things in my life, it’s almost kind of stupid. THAT is why most of the time I can take my losses in stride and move on, because regardless of who won at least I was doing something that means the world to me. That’s passion, and sometimes I feel like when I run on that passion, raw, and unfiltered, there’s nothing that can stop me.
Even you, the VCO. I’m sure you live up to that nickname plenty Benny, but while you’re the Vaj Crushing Overlord, you just ran into the VTCBC. The Vaj That Can’t Be Crushed. And when a VCO meets a VTCBC, I imagine it’s a lot like when an unstoppable force meets an immovable object. Which one will break first? I won’t for a second believe that it’s going to be me, that’s all.
Attention returning to the tending of her garden, for now she felt she had said just enough to get her opponent’s attention, but not enough to give away her hand. Making it the perfect place to leave off for now.